PunkRock-Godess

Pill bottles awaited the table for me, they  sat there taunting me. Almost calling me over. I looked around trying to find my own sanity. Lets face it, I'm depressed. I always question myself where is my life going? Its been the same for 24 years now, I can't take it anymore. I have slowly collecting pain killers from the nuns for 6 months now, trying not to get caught.  Slowly, I open one of the pill botlles and take one by one. My mind is somewhere else as I shove one pill by one pill into my mouth. The first bottle ends up empty fairly quickly, then I had to open another one. My hands started to shake as I took another white pill. I still

Still air filled the room after I said " Im leaving" Angry stares and hurtful words came out to play Can you really blame me for wanting to leave you? Far away from you is where I want to be The arguing and fists have been thrown. How did it come to this? Theres not turning back from this point Remember the smiles we shared? Somehow, every little thing went wrong Things weren't meant to be this way The end of the final chapter You never accepted the responsibilties My bags are packed and my mind can't be changed " No please. You can't leave. This time I swear I love you" Those are the words that are killing me inside Why

Lies, tell em another one I've been here, its the same Dpn't terll me you love me Im tired of playing your game Just cover it all up. Play the roulette of fate. Brealy get by everyday. Survive on the scene, live on thr bottom. Can't go one day without your drop. I can't bare to be in a crowd but be alone. Who are you anymore? Lies, I can't take anymore Tripping over yourself your life was written on your bar stool, you wasted away I don't want to hear your voice. I'm soo tired of the empties. Why do I keep coming back? Survive on the scene, live on thr bottom. Can't go one day without your drop. I can't bare to be in a crowd but be